Im sick of being alone and i need a friend?

There arnt any real friend or girls, most of the people i meat are show offs and dont have a real ******* brain. I live in london and im lonely as hell. I usually go out alone, i go all the way to oxford and cambridge alone and just sit at a park and watch everything. In London i pretty much do the same ****,take the undeground to places and walk, eat somewhere and u basically get it. Maybe im just a person who's supposed to be alone but if anyone has any ideas, itll help