If I ask God nicely to leave me alone... will he?

The only thing I fear in this world is dying alone... after living a life of solitude for 40 years... I have come to realize that it will become a reality due to the results of yesterdays doctor visit.... since I have been alone my whole life I figure what is the sense of changing it now, I'm too used to being alone to ever try and change it. But in the small chance God is there, will he grant me an eternity of solitude if I so ask? and the worst things I've ever done will, at worst, land me in purgatory not Hell.